My Life is over.. I have two teenage boys and a wife who I have been married to for 24 years. We now do not have an real savings and I am about to end it all. We are over $250,00 in debt due to this house and vehicles we bought 3 years ago when I was gainfully employed in the military. I now work for a company who does not pay well and I have been diagnosed with a disease that is easily looked after but makes me very tired. I do not want to go on. We have two vehicles at the end of their lives. Two dogs which I have no idea what will happen to them. I have no idea what will happen to my wife and boys. This is a very complex problems. I have not had a full nights rest since April of this year. I have really no idea how we racked up so much debt. We had bought so many items over the past 24 years and I do not know why. We have had boats,trailers,etc and each one was sold for cheaper than What I paid for it. I also blame the bank for the crazy line of credit I racked up to $47000 dollars. I know where I went wrong and now it is all too late. If I had stayed in the military would have eventually released me due to my condition. My wonderful beautiful life with my boys is now coming to a horrific end. I hope my wife and boys understand that I am totally all screwed up. From the diseases,problems such as Tinnitus,the brain fog. panic attacks, unable to sit for long periods of time. I walk the floor every night and complain to my wife..I will miss all of the beautiful holidays we all had together, the kids birthdays,grand kids if my boys can go on and so much more.... | |
Own it. Deal with it. Move on.
Don't leave your kids with the knowledge that Dad couldn't hack it. Do something about it, even if it sucks.
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