so i'm an 18 year guy. I'm Bi and overall a very liked person, i have a lot of friends and a lot of best friends that always have my back. I'm writing on this more or less to vent about always being alone even though I'm with so many people. For example I have never ever been in a relationship, I have gone on dates and they usually end by saying i really like you and you're a great kisser :P and we'll talk a for a few days and then nothing.....they just completely stop talking to me. It's not that im clingy or unattractive, they just stop. It wouldn't be so bad if they said the truth about why they don't want to talk to me anymore, you know? Like I'm perfectly fine with being alone. I'm comfortable with my self and shit but I just hate how easily I get my hopes so high just for them to come crashing down! you'd think i'd learn after the first dozen times but it always happen. I guess because even though i say im fine with being alone, which i am, i would love to be able to have a physical and emtional relationship with. To top it off im a pretty depressed person as it is, i just put on a front that makes it look like im ok because i cant fucking stand it when people ask me whats wrong!!! so having bottling everything up inside and still getting my hopes up today just sucks and i just needed to vent and maybe someone is experiencing the same thing and can relate
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