LIFE SUCKS

i feel like dyin

I'm a twenty year old female with a six year old n another one on his way. Da father of my kids is a fukin asshol. He's put me thru so much since da day dat I met him. We were in middle skool n he always treated me like shit but my dumass always followed him around. I lost my virginity to him. I thought he would den like me buh no he would act like he didn't kno me n talk to other gurls. I'm so fukin stupid. So den I got pregnant n we stopped talkin for about a year . He found me n said he wanted a part of his kids life. Bulshit! He can't do shit for himself. All he ever thinks about is other bitches. N weed. All about himself. He works only for his fukin habits n still asks me to borrow him money. Wat kind of shit is dat. He's still cheatin on me . He cheated on me with my bitch ass sister n thanks to both of dem I don't go around my family bcuz dey xpect me to leave it behind. His family always cover for him on everything. N his fukin father thinks he's too good for me. Eventhough he did all this n more to me I still live with him n I cook n wash n work for his ungratefull ass. Oh n he rather watch porn on tv n his phone n jagg off instead of fukin me wen I have half of the world tryin to fuck me. I'm tired of all his shit buh I love him too much to leave him. Life fukin sucks