This is my first time actually telling someone how i feel. Im 16 girl and Im not very popular. I have few friends, but no one I can just call and go out with. No best friend. Always when I think someone understands me, I end up disappointed, because she (or he) doesnt care about me as much as I do about her (or him). When Im with school or with someone, I always try to act openly, but I never eveal my secrets. I found out nobody really knows my opinions and real feelings. I find this really depressing, I dont have anyone I can trust. But it also makes me feel safe- no one knows my weak points. I think people think they know me, I was always talkative, maybe even bit arrogant, but I regret anything I ever said. I also found out I dont mind letting people know Im depressed if I know they dont care about me- but I never tell people I care about. Strange, huh? | |
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