LIFE SUCKS

35 and life

I am 35 and let me tell you young posters here 22 to 25 or younger. . .It does not get better, your life gets progressively worse in many ways after the age of 30. You start to notice the drop in performance, more exhaustion, less drive, more confusion. . . The list goes on and on. Life is not worth living past 30 trust me. I am in the full grip of depression and it can all be summed up to a disappointment in my abilities after turning 30. If I was not a coward I would end my life as quickly as I type this passage. Alas, I am a coward and afraid of dying which is yet another offset of accelerating age. Take it from me, when you turn 27 you know the end of youth and freedom is at a near, by the time you blink you are celebrating your 30th yet there is no true reason to celebrate the decline of your life. I advocate an individuals right to end their own life once the believe the time has come, if I had my way I would have ended my life 5 years ago. So here I sit and think and wait; waiting for the next floor, waiting for when life will slip up and end mine. All I have is time now, how much I will never know. Getting old sucks.