I'm now 23 never had a boyfriend, dated a lot of guys, slept with about 15 guys, all of them were assholes. Now my fuckbuddy who seems to care for me can't date me cuz of his religion. I failed a whole year of university and so need retake courses which I can't afford to pay the tuition. Can't even find simple job to support my living expense in this expensive country. Can't concentrate well on school I don't know what to do anymore. I've been heartbroken recently by this guy I liked and flirted for about 2 years and he just took advantage of me. I have been raped by a classmate, was molested when I was a kid. I don't know why everything I do doesn't work and every guy I meet are such dickheads. My 2 weeks boyfriend cheated on me with my friend so that's why we never worked. Now guys try to talk to me or ask me out and I just lost interest I feel like I will never love anyone or I just trust someone soo quickly that I end up getting literally just fucked. I found my real dad this year who can't or dont want to support me in any way financially or emotionally because of my step dad I guess. My stepdad doesn't work so I rely on my mom and mom she can't afford my expenses at all anymore. Here in this city where I live can't find work cuz I don't know the language....very disgusting thoughts even crossed my mind but oh well better starve or than go through that shit. Please help God!! | |
Folks like YOU fascinate me.
You are able to regurgitate a whole paragraph taken from THE BOOK, still, I could ask you what does that mean to you, on a daily basis. Without all that meaningless "religious babble".
Being a christian myself, I do not push my beliefs onto others. I REFRAIN FROM USING THE WORD OF GOD ON MY PEERS 'cause sometimes what people really need is a bit of an insight sprinkled with a little perspective. You do not fit the bill. It feels that you can only absorb whatever garbage you pick up from church and spread it around without understanding anything about true love or even understanding another point of view that challenges your beliefs. IT IS A SHAME THAT A MESSAGE OF HOPE, LOVE & MOST IMPORTANTLY GOD BE SO USED AND MANIPULATED BY PEOPLE WHO CAN BARELY SEE BEYOND THE TIP OF THEIR SNOOTY NOSE.
I BEG GOD TO HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL, REAL PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING & HERE YOU ARE : "just ask Jesus!
THANX 4 NUTHIN'
And girl, everything will get better :)
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