The anger is so intense...anger at myself. Anger at my family. Anger at the situation. Anger about why things are the way they are.
5 years ago I was 16. My sister had a brain injury at the age of 19. Her independence, her job, her confidence, her friends, her potential in life was taken away. She is wheelchair bound and visually impaired.
My dad is depressed. He takes it out on us. All the time. Snide comments, looks, actions, constantly grinding me down. Walking on eggshells. It wrips my heart to bits to see the family so broken. No one understands because on the outside everything looks fine, I'm a normal 21 year old at university. So to the world everything is fine.
My mum ignores the situation. Never deals with anything, plays happy families and pretends everything is ok. Frustration.
My twin sister and I have grown apart. She has a busy life of her own and has little time left to listen to me. I'm so lonely. I'm in a lonely place Sad. Angry. Frustrated. Life sucks.
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