So, I met this gal online, we were friends for a long time, probably 3 years or so, until one day, as I were just out of a painful brake up, she had left her boyfriend. So we both got along and ended up wanting something more, it was love so I thought, we were really cute and always attentive to each other. I never expected any of this t happen when we met so the fact that she lived in a different country didnt matter for an online pal. But as we got closer I decided that I should just get some money to pile up and then assist school over there where she lives. So the plan was made and for a year I worked like crazy, one day when I was about to move there, I had a legal problem and could not complete the travel because I had to use my savings to pay for my defence (I was innocent, just a misunderstanding).
Anyway, you may think it's silly but we were really connected I thought, she called me the love of her life, and she was mine. She already came up with the "let's get married" thing, actually just two weeks before she suggested that we'd get married so that I could move faster.
Long story short. I got back home after dealing with problems and tol her I am really sorry, this is what happened... and explained things. SO, do you remember what you suggested two weeks ago? (getting married) I cant go there right now but why dont you come honey? I'll pay everything, hotel, air ticket, whatever :) She said that she would not go because was afraid that something were to happen to her. Well, I live in Mexico and know that nothing would happen to her, you know things arent like in the tv, but I said... ok honney, lets do this, lets go meet up in bahamas, I pay everything and there is no compromise, just take the vacations, and lets meet if things work fone if not well, then now we know.
She didnt reply. and for one more year I tried to recover her attention, she just started to ignore me, and one day I get desperate and ask her what the hell is going on. she reply that she has gone back to her ex and that in that year she had slept with other guys. all right... I do not deserve that!! One time she said to me "if you hurt me I will never trust another man again", and I replied "same thing, here" (because I've seen a lot of awful stuff that women do and I've suffered of it too in the past).
So, one day she say "lets get married", two weeks after she doesnt talk to me, and one day all the sudden she take it out on me with "oh, I've done other guys". I've gone on sex with women before and many of them were married or with boyfriend, I have been the guy they have cheated with, and in my defence I didnt know most the times, I do not cheat myself am a very honest, loving and they say 'fun' person. But I've seen so many heartless women out there starting by my mom... I can not trust any woman anymore and all the women I meet everywhere (university, work, streets, etc) Are just the same cheaters (with my experience I can tell who's a cheating gal, when and with who) yes, experience speaks for itself. I am destroyed, my trust is destroyed.
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Or maybe she was shy and was afraid to meet, and used all those things she said as an excuse to avoid the meeting, but that a longshot.
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