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life is full of negative forces

Posted by anonymous at August 30, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 August  Society

i was happy once. its like 25 yrs ago. i am 35 yrs now. school days were just fine. . life started changing in 1993. i went to college but lost all interest in studies . had few friends then who have left me now. Reason everyone of them is well settled except me. i was a good student till 1993. all my studies have gone in vain . i could not consolidate on what i learnt from school or college. i am currently doing a job which a 12 th pass can do. i am post graduate. i get job offers which are substandard. in my city jobs are there but below my caliber. and you know people who have studied less than me are filling in those jobs. and i am left with no job . few places i applied and got job also but at all places i could not work more than a month. good jobs are taken up by jack or pull and push. jack means some one helping a person from above someone who knows that person for the job. the best part of my youth got wasted. i am on medicine ARIP MT. its for mental disorder. because in 1998 some guys in my post graduate college attacked and humiliated me. eg. they told me to do some homo things. one guy who was 6 feet 4 inches and well built attacked me physically. i was already on the verge of collapse because i got a very bad college for my post graduate studies and these negative events happened within few days. i was so dejected i left my college and studies in between. my father instead of understanding my problem shouted at me 'you wasted my money'. i slowly started living my life again. because my father is rich person i got good marriage offers. i thought of marrying now. i got married in 2001 july. the girl was nice but i slapped her once and started abusing her verbally because i was upset with life. little did i knew that the girl will divorce me in dec 2001. she divorced me. and i was like blown away in front of a cannon. never never in my life i thought i had this fate. i was so heart broken that for full 1 yr i never got out of bed. i was like staring at the ceiling all the time. but slowly the wounds i received started to heal as time is a great healer. in 2003 i was back to normal but still without a good job. now in 2004 i was locally attacked physically by some persons living near my home. they were living in same locality as that of mine. reason for physically attacking me was i had gone for walk late at night and i was strolling in front of their house. a women came outside seeing me she said get the hell out of here before i set my dog loose on you. i did not like her way of telling me to go away so i said back to her do what she wants to do. her husband with 2 sons came outside and started beating me. Her husband showed me a pistol and said i will shoot you. now after that they called the police also to get me in jail . it so much lawlessness here. good guys are beaten up bad guys enjoy life.

after getting beaten up twice in life i am so much afraid alone facing this world. life sucks.


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By at 19,Sep,11 04:47 think you have problems??
you are so lame....get over your life
By anonymous at 29,Oct,11 02:55

Your life must suck to call him lame u loser have a heart its ppl like u that make ppl think life sucks here's to you being a better person

By anonymous at 16,Nov,11 15:01

this guy is an idiot, complaining about getting to go to college on someone else's dime?? He can find jobs but its not the job that he wants? Boy I sure feel bad for him, everyons I know, including me, is working their dream job. Yeh right.

Then he gets married and the woman leaves him because he slapped her? What did you think she was gonna do? Cook you dinner afterwards?? Fucking idiot.

The real kicker is his father being rich.


By at 27,Mar,12 13:47

Here's a short list of jobs which you can create to eagnrete income:1. Learn calligraphy so that you can provide handwritten invitations and thank you notes to prospective wedding parties, birthday celebrations, etc. Seek out clients through wedding planners at nearby churches and temples. A starter calligraphy kit usually runs around $20 and anyone can easily pick up this skill. The going rate is usually $1 per hand addressed item.2. Become a poser who assists wedding photographers in setting and arranging various individuals in group and single photographic positions. Posers carry around a sketch book of various sitting and standing poses which consists of onion skin overlays of various wedding pictures bound in albums. Again, contact local wedding photographers and wedding planners, accordingly. The hourly pay is around $10-$12 per hour and you are often invited to attend all dining activities.3. Seek from your neighbors a gardner position which involves planting, weed removal, plant/tree trimming, light brush clearance. You will be using the neighbor's equipment and tools. Again, do not represent yourself as a lawn mower since there are any number of safety issues involved. A door-to-door solicitation of surrounding neighbors is required and you can charge between $6 to $9 per hour.4. Offer policing/removal or clearance of trash services to surrounding neighbors which involve trash pickup within nearby residential area. Limit the extent of pickup to small areas and be aware that there are no hazardous terrain or elements involved in this process. Again, a door-to-door solicitation of neighbors is in order. You can charge between $6.75 to $7.50 per hour.5. Acquire a set of window cleaning tools [a bucket, liquid window cleaner, sponge, squeegee, handle with an extension and a small step ladder] and solicit local businesses for your window cleaning services. However, be careful to limit the height of the window cleaning to no higher than one story. Charge $1 per window panel.6. Become a proxy/stand-in for neighbors to allow delivery of goods and packages to your home/apartment. Acquire the authority to sign any receipt of incoming packages as an accepting neighbor. Charge $1 per each package handled by you.7. Consider becoming a restaurant-cafe customer liaison by using your cell phone at restaurants-cafes to coordinate with the hostess to keep track of waiting customers. Whenever there's a very long period of time to activate a waiting list, you want to offer the restaurant your services so that customers do not have to stand around for any lengthy period of time. And when their name/assigned number comes up; you can call the upcoming customer's cell phone to tell them that they can return to the restaurant and be served. The call back fee is usually around $0.50 cents on a per head basis. For example, a couple would be charged $1.00 while children under 6 would not be charged. Placement of a plaque which outlines your fee schedule near the hostess station is sufficient to garner attention of prospective customers who will value your services since they can do other activities outside of the restaurant often beyond the range of any inhouse paging system. You realize that everyone has a cellphone and why not take advantage of the connectivity to make the diner's experience worthwhile. The restaurant will also appreciate the added service you are providing as a customer liaison.8. Why not become a paid feeder servicing the disabled at nearby nursing, convalescent, assisted living/care centers and hospitals. It involves feeding food to patients who are unable to feed themselves. The starting rate is $8.00 per hour. The only downside is that one has to take precautions to wash one's hands after each feeding. A posting of your services [by a business card or flyer] on a reviewable bulletin board would be enough to eagnrete customers. The paid feeder position is one of the fastest growing occupation at this time.Good luck!

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By Celeste at 30,Jun,12 10:02

Well done! I like the feel of these pictures. They carutpe the rustic theme of the wedding beautifully. You would think the more monotone colours would get a little boring, but they dont, they draw you in somehow. It also helps that the bride looks as though she could be Taylor Swifts sister. Bravo

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