I seriously like hate my life my feet are huge, I have wear men's shoes....uhh! The only thing I like is My BF cause he treats me right. Ya know what I hate everything bout me! I mean I guess I'm pretty at least that what people say, but I can never trust anyone anymore....my clothes are ugly my hair is ugly my body is ugly....I always feel fat....that's why I don't eat lunch...do I have a disease were I don't eat cuz I feel fat?? I just don't know anymore. I just don't know what to do, I want to talk to someone, but no one will listen. Is their anyone out there who feels the way I do.. Probably not. The thing is I feel like talking to a counselor, but I don't want people to think weird of me. Appearance is everything to me... People judge me by just one flaw....all the time. I wish I was just perfect like...kahli or jessica. They are perfect, have no flaws they are the opposite of me.... They have perfect hair, perfectly skinny, pretty........and have normal size feet...if I wasn't made fun of I wonder what it would be like. Or if I didn't have huge feet...... I hate it I can't go one day without being reminding about my feet. Either if it is me or someone else. I guess I should just let my feelings out once in awhile :( The worst part is my parents said they hated me right in the face and the call me a "sleaze" or "slut" it hurts me but they don't know I'm just trying to fit in with Jess and Kahli.... They just don't know how kids dress these days I guess or I'm just trying to hard well I guess I'm done I'll write more stories some other time ;( | |
Fit in? Join a sport group, then you will have a different way of fitting in. Peopl won't talk shit about your big feet. By the way, big feet are good for swimmers as they make swimming faster for them. Try swimming with your gifted big feet.
Big feet are good, and sexy at times. Fit in to them is bad for your parents, so is it good to fit in or better to fit into other group that you can choose.
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