Hi everyone,
So,i stumbled upon this website,read a few stories and thought maybe someone can relate to my story. I've been through quite a few traumatic issues in my life.I've always told myself that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.I lost my grand mother at 13,i was really close to her and she died suddenly,so it was quite a shock,it was really hard on me but at that time ,i wasn't eating properly.I would have fruit for breakfast,a slice of toast for lunch and lettuce for supper,i don't even understand how i was able to function.I lost 40 pounds going from 140 to 100 pounds.It was a miserable time for me. After i couldn't starve myself anymore,i became bulimic from the age of 14 to 19.
Sometimes i just wanted to die,i felt like failure at life. I've always had friends and a few boyfriends,but the only man i loved abused me emotionally.He didn't give a fuck about me,and i loved him with all my heart.I feel like he's the reason I'm so afraid to fall in love again.
These days,I'm feeling really depressed and i have anxiety attacks probably a couple of times a week.i've seen a psychologist 2 years ago but as much as i was open to her help,i felt like she didn't really understand me.I'm talking to this guy and i know it won't go anywhere,i don't even know why I'm wasting my time.If anyone can relate i would love to hear your stories.xox
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Don't give up. Use your anger as strength! Let it motivate you to raise above these jerks.
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