I am 19 soon 20 years old live in Norway, I'm about to move in to an apartment with 3 girls whom I have been friends with since I was 7 years old. I have a job, friends and family. Basicly I have everything one could want and I live in a rich contry etc... A mere two years ago, I was optimistic, enthusiastic, loved soccer and floorball. It was something I was great at, I have always been very athletic. When I think back I was so very energic and enthusiastic!
One year ago I moved to Oslo and started living by myself/working. I started smoking weed every now and then. When i either were in a sad mood or in a great mood and with friends just chillin'. Now I'm about to move back to my hometown after 1 year.
I feel alone and that no one understands me, can't find anyone who are on the same page as me (so to speak). I spend a lot of time thinking about the world we live in, the people that "run" it. And in my head it all looks very bad and dark. I know I could change my attitude and just ignore how bad things are. There are a LOT of good things too, but by living that way I feel like an ignorant tool. I see most people as ignorant even if I want to or not. Even my parents, 2 older brothers, sister and friends.
I write this in hope for some input from someone else than my own dark thoguhts or so called "ignorant" family/friends. (In my eyes they are ignorant or live in an ignorant way) | |
understand, me and my friends simply call this phenomen ''knowing'' you cannot blame youre familly and friends for being ''ignorant'' because that attitude is fet to us for all enturnity its a good thing you think like this, but a sad faqt is that you have to go with it (bend or break) my suggestion is, be ignorend on the surface but inside you ''know'' tip: watch the documentary ''zeitgeist''
good luck brother
New Comment