ummm where to begin, am a 22 year old architect. money has never been a problem to me but life has. as a kid I always dream't that I would meet my mother at a park,well guess what my mother is my boss. her name is kat and that' what I call her. she treats me like her little dog not like her architect or her son. let's step out from the family now to my love life.been in love 3 times but every time I but myself out there I get crashed. last week i proposed to the love of my life been together for five years, "she said no" its 2 soon". I don't understand women their so complicated. she says" my looks scares her" which is stupid because am not the cheating kind. my world is falling apart, sarah's not talking to me,my mother doesn't want me. here's the worst part,my best friend since kindergarten is gay,we share an apartment, he recently confessed his love for me and he's been scaring away all my girlfriends which makes since now. donno what 2 do, he's my best friend for god sakes. dot no where to turn to, no1 loves me, I like to think am a good guy. never in my life have I cried so hard and drank so much. everything I believe in, makes no sense now, feeling stupid all the time. hate my job, can't go home with my friend waiting 2 an answer, sarah's not a part of my life anymore. | |
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