I am 32 yo & turning soon to be 33 & unmarried single professional lady. I have been single for sometime & also sadly do not have much friends so makes my social life in dire mess. At the moment i am seriously trying to reflect of my life & why am I not so lucky lady. I am not shy, very down to earth, bit witty, quite bubbly & intelligient lady & in looks wise i am above average yet I do not get it! I am classy, have a good job, had a great childhood upbring & travelled & seen so many places around da world yet why ppl do not really want to get to know me as who i am? For the past 2 yrs i've find myself drinking alone @ home to drown my sorrow & pityness. I really dont get ppl esp guys....obviously smthing is missing here!!! Seriously am wondering if guys where i live here r either just blind/self centred or maybe i should relocate to another country with fewer population than living in big hustle bustle city! If my life keep going like this & nothing exciting & mandane routine in my darkest thought it can be scary where it leads to. I just wish I had the guts & courage to be so spontaneous & do smthing sooo difft & resign from my job & try to do smething truly meaningful, perhaps do voluntary missionary type of work & have a blast experience & great way of meeting genuine ppl along da way! | |
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