I am 22 and moved to a different country recently . I came here to take up a job of my stream but eventually I could not get it and I ended up having a job which make me think that i am a total loser in my life. The saving grace of my job is that i can say I HAVE A JOB.
When i left India, i left behind a lot, now i realize. I had a boyfriend ( i am gay) and things were not really working out between us but still we were kinda happy together. Somehow , it just does not work anymore and I would not blame anyone.
I tried a lot to deviate my thoughts, get to know more people, but everything failed and I am still lonely. I really wish if i could just get a good friend, with whom I could share my sorrows and happines, concerns and issues with. I have treid a lot but all went in vain.
I am still single and ready to mingle but cannot find that perfect match....
I jsut wish if someone is there for me tooo and i meet him soon... my MR. Perfect. | |
But hey! At least you experienced it once from your former boyfriend. I would give anything to know what that feels like.
I can tell you this, at the least, don't give up on your effort on talking and getting to know more of other people. It shows your openess, and non judgmental self. It's certainly alot more then someone with low selt confidence and anxiety such as myself.
Goodluck.
Sincerly, a 28 year old anonymous loser from the west coast.
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