i am 34 years old and i have not been on a date in about 4 years. i haven't kissed anybody. i haven't had sex with anybody. hell, i haven't even held anybody. i weigh close to 200 pounds. i am on peritoneal dialysis, which means i do dialysis at home everyday through a catheter in my stomach. and i have HPV, human pappiloma virus. my doctor says HPV normally goes away on its own, but because i have no kidneys and my immune system is fucked up, it stays...forever. i have warts removed from time to time and i have to go to the gynecologist every six months as opposed to once every two years due to abnormal cells. lately i've been crying myself to sleep at night because the lonliness is becoming too much to bear. but i ask you...who would want me? i'm sick, i'm fat, and i have an STD...not exactly sexy, right? i | |
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