I was always told that God will give you no more than your shoulders can bear. I am about to disagree. I In the last year and a half, both of my parents have passed away, my son has been moved to an alternative school placement setting, my son hates his step-father and my husband hates my son, and last but not least...my husband wanted to commit suicide and has checked himself into a mental ward.
On top of that my husband has depression and is an alcoholic, my son has ADHD, my brother/best friend is bi-polar, I work wtih autistic kids all day and I am a foster parent for two kids with their own issues. I am also a church council member, youth group advisor and high school drama coach.
My husband complains about his "shitty" life...he went from living in a holler in the Appalachian mountains with no running water, no indoor plumbing surrounded by deadbeats and alcoholics...to living in a nice 4 bedroom home that we both can afford, working at a job that he enjoys, living with a loving and understanding wife. His biggest complaint is helping raise my two teenage children. Yes, they are pains in the butts, but I challenge anyone to find two teenage siblings, 2 years apart who can't push buttons. He is an officer on our local fire department.
I have been supportive and strong and understanding. I continually try to help my husband and son learn how to like each other. They love each other, they just don't get along most of the time. I just pray for one day of "normalcy" in my life. No one fighting, no one dying, everyone getting along. I know I brought most of this onto myself, but why can't they see how hard I work for them and give a little back?
Every which way I turn...it is nothing but drama, I am SICK OF IT! How's that for drama? | |
just think she maybe not have it so bad like us but damn she she is not here for bad but to tell what makes her heart break...
so try to sympathy or at least dont write those things at all ...
i mean are u fucking serious? kill the kids...?
what a human fucking beeing are u?
You have a responsibility for your children, not for some guys who need to be saved?? Tell the truth, don't you just take care of him because you feel pity? you really love that guy?? why have more problems????????? GET RID OF HIM! and take care of your FAMILY! That drunk does not deserve you! let him kill himself if he wants to, i know they threaten with their life then..
GET HELP!! that person is harming your kids!!!
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