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Posted by anonymous at October 5, 2011
Tags: Friendship  Juvenile problems  2011 October

I used to have a best friend, but my bitchiness tore us apart. I always thought of myself as a nice person until I pushed her away, and the sad part is that I was trying to seem more 'cool.' Now I feel like I've fucked up so much that I don't deserve a new best friend, and I know for a fact that she will never trust me again. My new friends are jerks, and I now have self confidence below the floor. My best friend was the person who kept me sane, she reminded me to smile. Now I don't know what it even feels like to truly laugh, let alone be comfortable around my peers. I'm worried I screwed up my life too much already, and I'm still only in high school. I have walls set up to guard me from the opposite sex, and I don't even know who I am anymore. And what I have become, I hate more than anything.


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By anonymous at 23,Nov,11 22:36

If she were a real friend, and if you were 100% sincere about regretting how you treated her, she would forgive you and take you back. Maybe she doesn't feel you have truly changed back to her kind friend, the one who she loved before your head got too big. Not intending to offend, but you admitted that you were trying to appear more cool and hence pushed her away/betrayed her. That is not real friendship and she has a right to hesitate in taking you back. But, if you really want her as a friend, I suggest that you do everything that you can to show her that you are sorry and are willing to turn things back around for good. But if you do everything you can and she still doesn't want to take you back, just know that maybe she was not really a true friend, either. True friends forgive. If this is the case, do not despair. I did not keep any of the friends that I had in high school and have made new friends at work. You are young and have so much ahead of you, so there is no need to look at this like it is the end!

I believe that the friendship was your main issue. At the core of every person who is going through a low in life, there is one main thing at the heart of the depression. I believe yours is the friendship, so that needed to be addressed. However, on a side note, I noticed you mentioned about having a guard up from the opposite sex. That is not necessarily a BAD thing. Some men take that as "hard to get" and even will make you appear like a prize... unlike the stereotypical "easy" girl. So, cheer up! Do not be ashamed of that :)
By anonymous at 23,Nov,11 23:52

Call her.


By anonymous at 25,Nov,11 02:50

tell her to FORGIVE you and express your self to her the same way you did on your post..


By anonymous at 26,Nov,11 22:00

One day you will know real problems.


By anonymous at 26,Nov,11 23:04

Yes, one day,you will look back and be like adult life sucks even more..one day, child, one day.


By anonymous at 29,Nov,11 12:33

Child hood,teen years, and adult life they ALL SUCK!!! You hear!!! They SUCK!! Always and forever LIFE SUUUUUUUUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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