I'm just starting high school. I'm 500 pounds, have no friends other than my pets which are now officially gone. My mom and dad are drunks. My onnly refuge is my grandmas house. My grandma is extremely rich and lets me do nothing, and she does'nt love me. There's no connection between us. she spends money on only herself or friends, verbally abuses me and degrades me beyond belief. Last night, she had very important gusts. She invited me to dinner. when the waiter came to serve me, she said oh no, he eats poor food, just look at him. My dad and mom beat me whenever they get the chance. My dad steals money from me all the time. My mom recently put down every single one of my pets. My beloved dog Spike, my hamster Den, and my rat Germone. Recently, the people in my grade made a group called the "Kill Fat People" group. I told all my teachers but they won't believe me at all. I recently bought a journal to pur out my feelings. I couldn't find a word to describe myself and found out just how pathetic I am. My old friend from two years ago told me he couldn't hang out with me because it was hurting his rep. i've been told to lose weight or kill myself by random people. I take up too much space on buses and I've been asked to step off of an elevator because I add too much weight. I work at Mcdonalds and can't get around the corner of the work place without working up a real sweat. I have type 2 diabetes and can't afford a healthier life style. My grandmother maybe rich, but she won't pay for my health. I have no health insurance. I have 6 cavities. I've tried to kill myself by hanging, but the rope broke. I feel like nothing wants me, family, society, not even death. | |
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