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I Wish I Was Normal

Posted by Mic at October 10, 2011
Tags: Anxiety  2011 October

I can not think of one thing about myself that is normal. I'm so much more mature and abnormal than others in my age group that I have zero friends or acquaintances. I have been bullied for my entire childhood and it has caused me to develop severe social anxiety. I need money for meds and surgery because my dad got laid off and we lost our insurance. The doctors don't even know what's wrong with me. I feel so angry and agitated all the time. When I go to sleep I always hope that I won't wake up, and when I do wake up it makes me angrier. I don't know what is wrong with me. I really really wish I was just as normal as everyone else my age. I really hate living like this.

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By anonymous at 27,Nov,11 22:13

I think you are possessed.
By anonymous at 27,Nov,11 23:59

anonymous person, are you fucking stupid? what a dumb and mean thing to say. this guy is not possessed. you are an asshole. mic, keep trying and you can eventually get better. it is hard. i wish you the best. what has helped me is letting go of things that dont help me. dont wish to be normal! and dont wish to be happy. make yourself happy through your actions even when you feel like sitting in a corner and crying. normal people are boring a lot of the time anyway.


By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 00:53

"Normal" is exist as an ideology. You should try and make something out of your abnormality, we all have a place in this world, it' just that it's sometimes on the f#$^% other side of the planet. But you will get there if you try hard enough.


By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 16:08

I know how you feel I pray to god every night that some how I'll be dead in the morning. I want to die.


By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 18:29

No insurance?then apply for MEDICAL..No money? The apply for WELLFARE..


By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 22:09

I know what its like. I am 17 and going through a tough time relating to people. I have come to realize though that most of this problem is from a lack of identity. Find who you are and your solving your problems won't be a maze but a path. It may sound like a daunting task but all it really requires from you is self acceptance and honesty. Define who you are from what makes you happy on the most fundamental level. Don't think about who you want to be. Just be. Let your heart have the dignity it deserves.

Far too often I see myself trying to define myself rather than just being. Don't get so caught up in trying to "be yourself" (more mature than your friends) but just listen to your heart and see where that takes you. Then you can look back and not be confused and be able to whole heartedlty say yeah, that's who I am. When you can do this you never regret who you are. In fact your able to say with dignity and a clear head that you are who you are.

Much love a concerned teen.


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