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cannot trust my husband anymore

Posted by brokenspells at October 11, 2011
Tags: 2011 October  Relationship

I am 45, have 2 most wonderful teenager sons. Before this thing happened I trust my husband wholeheartedly. Alas, he abused it. He went several times to a kinky karaoke with his buddies, to bars and kept nude woman pictures in his blackberry. He once beat me badly in one of our fight and I need to be hospitalized.

He also kept a picture of a woman we met when attending a friend's wedding party. I went to a hair-salon and tried hard to be as beautiful as I can be in that party, yet he paid attention to other woman. Everyone said I am beautiful and looks about 10 years younger than my age.

Because of this I am becoming very jealous to him and never ever trust him anymore wherever he goes to whoever he lays a sight on. He seems regret all his behaviour that hurt me. Last month he gave me a book I wanted to have as my birthday present. OnJuly our anniversary he brought me to a romantic dinner and we spent a night in a luxury hotel.
He once beat me badly in one of our fight and I need to be hospitalized.

Still I cannot forget and forgive all he did to me. I want a divorce but I am thinking of hurting my boys and also I will financially affected since I am jobless. Also I do not want to give up my good life (financially speaking) as his wife.


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By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 09:06

so you dont want to break up with your abusive husband because he's wealthy.

so you're basically willing to stay with said abusive husband solely because you can leech off him.

get a fucking grip you parasite.

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 14:19

how old are your sons? use them to stop your husband.

By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 18:13

Oh unhappy if you don't wana leave him. But DO spend his money and you will see that spending his money WILL make you happy. One more thing STASH SOME MONEY, open a paper less bank acct. Maybe under your sons name.but find a way to stash $$$$$$.
By anonymous at 28,Nov,11 22:09

fuck that, he's gonna keep hitting you, leave the son of a bitch

By anonymous at 29,Nov,11 05:22

Then take the abuse if you dont wana leave him due to your job less situation. And yes, do stash money.

By anonymous at 30,Nov,11 00:15

Hit him back!!

By anonymous at 06,Dec,11 23:39


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