I hate my life. My man controls me. He lets other men use and abuse me. This Friday am getting taken to a swinging club because he knows there will be willing men there who will want to have sex with me. I feel so ashamed and unloved. I tell my man I don't want to do it but he just says that I always seem to enjoy it all and I will do it. Secretly I feel so violated. He says he loves me but he cant can he?. Am never ever gonna get out of this terrible situation. Apparently am selling my house next year so he can spend the equity on his house to build a Fucxxxx garage and a conservatory .My life will not be worth living,I know he will stop me from seeing my family. I'll end up with nothing. Mind you that's how he makes me feel Like I am nothing. He keeps me so down. He never ever has anything nice to say well except when I have had sex with other men I get called a good girl! (am 43yrs female by the way). I mean wheres my life now? Hes taken complete control of it. Sometimes I think I should just sell up and move away. But where? How? Ill need a job! I have no confidence no self esteem, socially I am detached, lost all my friends because of him. I am just trapped. My kids are all grown up now, they live with me but don't interfere or say anything anymore. Ive lost so much but feel I have nothing left, no strength inside. God what am I gonna do? Friday is coming!!! Hell go absolutely berserk if I back out. !!!! | |
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There's no way he loves you.
I wouldn't be able to do that to a woman even if I really hated her, yet alone if she were my wife.
You gotta do something.
You made the choice to be with this loser
You made the choice to pick him over your family
You made the choice to have sex with other men
YOU !
Pack your stuff and leave him and go to your family and grow up your 43 years old !
Ask yourself if your child had a man who did this what would you say to her ??
GROW UP !
He is useing you and if you can not see this wow !!
what man wants to share there girl with other guys ??
Your just to lazy to walk away from him that is the honest truth so shut up or get out !
YOUR CHOICE your not a slave
BTW IS HE BLACK HE SEEMS TO BE A BIG PIMP RIGHT THERE!!!:)
ANYWAY, JUST KICK HIS ASS!!!!!!!!! SHOW GIRL POWER!!!!!!!!
You are NOT his beloning that he treats you like a tool! Why won't you take control of this?? Why won't you report this??? There are millions of programs to help women who were abused in any way.
If I were you I would tell his straight up!! And if this pigshit man kept on doing this I would report.
One words is report! Report!!REPORT!! You don't want matters to get worse do you?? You are a worthy beautiful woman you must NOT allow such shit to be done to you!
Please be safe :(
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