I am lonely. At night, it hurts the most. I just want someone to talk to. My husband is in the military, so he is far away and always busy. My parents have never really been outwardly affectionate. They don't even say I love you when they hang up with me on the phone and don't really call much. When they do, it's just because they have something to tell me. All my girlfriends are always too busy with their lives. I just wish this life wasn't so lonely. I cry alone in my bed almost every night & often have suicidal thoughts. I don't want to tell anyone, I don't want to worry my family or husband. They love me so much, it would break their hearts. These feelings are too heavy to keep inside. It's such a weight lifted off my shoulders just typing this, I don't even care if no one reads it. | |
When does your husband come home? Aren't there other wives who are waiting you could spend time with. My heart aches for you. I know things seem bad but I promise you they will eventually change. You need to go to a church or join some type of group. Also, you need to talk to your mom or dad and tell them how you are feeling. Please make some changes in your life to turn things around. I know it is hard but you can do it.
This is really painful to read.It just pinches directly into the heart.
I think is this situation busy urself with some of ur hobbies let's say photography,dancing singing...join classes.
This will make u enjoy ur hobbies and yourself and keeps away all negative thoughts away from ur beautiful ind :)
there are many different types. Is really nice have slumber parites for baking or watching movies they are there good times & bad.
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