Before I was born, my dad talked my mom into having me. She never really wanted me. "she told me this many times." A year and a half after I was born, my dad died from a motorcycle accident. My mom was now stuck with me, her only child. She began to get into all sorts of drugs all throughout my childhood. My mom made good money back then racing quarter horses, but when I was around 11 years old, we lost everything. We moved to a small town that was a dump. During the winter the septic system would back up into the house with all sorts of ungodliness. Then our power got shut off for six months and that's when my mom attempted suicide in front of me. I had to call 911 for her. My mom's friend called cps on my mom and she went to jail for six months. I went to a halfway house until my mom's friend took me in. While staying there, I was physically and mentally abused along with a bit of malnutrition. After my mom got out of jail, my mom's so called friend kicked me out to live with my mom. The problem was that my mom was homeless. So for the next few months at the age of 13, my mom and I lived in a pickup truck next to an aqueduct. After that, we moved to a nice residential neighborhood and things were somewhat alright there. Until my mom started to put some of her debts in my name. At that point, I decided to move out and join the military. Lets say that didn't go well. I got a roommate that was a meth dealer. He got me hooked on lots of bad things. I then got punched by my commanding officer. He knocked my tooth out. He went to jail, and I got the boot from the military. I then returned home where I moved in with my gf at the time. We decided to do some ecstasy together and that's when I got busted by the cops. I moved in with my mom and dumped the girl. I got into a church for a couple of years, and then the pastor told me that he didn't like my personality, so I moved on from that.I started to date this beautiful girl. I Then got arrested for falsifying a police report and lost a good job last year. I haven't found a job since. I recently finished school and the school screwed me over for 14 thousand dollars with no certificate of completion. I also have degenerative disk disease that causes me unimaginable pain and permanent numbness in my arms and legs. "yes I can still move them." Today, I ran across a text from my girlfriend to this guy that says they're planning on hooking up. Well, that's how it goes with girl trouble... I just got off the phone with the suicide hotline about an hour ago. | |
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