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Posted by An Outcast at October 26, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Health  2011 October

I've suffered from bipolar disorder ever since I was a small child. My parents sent me to many different doctors, clinics, and boarding schools to try to straighten out my emotional issues, which was very traumatizing. I've always felt like nobody understands me, and I don't understand them. Still, I hate being alone, so I've always tried to make friends, but it never really works out. High School was the time I had the most self-confidence and motivation to make things better, because it was the first time I was allowed any freedom to choose how I wanted to live. I was in many relationships with many girls then. I felt like I took them for granted, because I wasn't used to somebody caring about me. I was also in great physical shape back then and would exercise every day. Now I've been single for almost two years, after a relationship that left me emotionally crippled, and I really let my physical health go since I just didn't care anymore. Whenever I ask for somebody's help, the usual reply is some form of "Cheer up. Everything will be alright!" and yet nothing has gotten better. If anything, it's only getting worse. I think they only say that because they themselves don't know the answer to that question. I've more or less come to terms with the fact that life isn't all flowers and sunshine, and some people go through hell while others are living out their dreams. If that's the case though, I wish everyone would stop pretending that everything is just fine while people are suffering constantly.


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By anonymous at 06,Dec,11 14:57

Believe it or not..I feel exactly like you..I think truly, we're all lying to ourselves..and we're all trying our best to pretend like it's all ok..when obviously it's not..I don't have any advice because I can't figure it out either..I hope you can at least know that you're not alone..God bless you for speaking your mind..


By anonymous at 06,Dec,11 15:08

I commented earlier..I say god bless you because I love you..Yes I never have met you, and I don't care about your age,race,sex, etc..I love you..because I know when you feel like this..it's hard to love yourself..
By anonymous at 07,Dec,11 20:57

How can you love some one you don't know?


By anonymous at 07,Dec,11 10:37

i have been through all the thinge exactly like u...reallu


By anonymous at 07,Dec,11 16:46

if you have a job you can make your life all about that. or go get one. they cant discriminate on that. some workplaces are a great way to meet ppl. keep things casual at first. love n stuff wont happen until later.


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