Im 19 years old, and I have been lonely from the start. When I was little I never thought of my life being ruined this way, and when I was 12 I realized I needed a girlfreind for my own because all of my freinds have one. I despereatly search for one the first girl I fell in love was Jailene. She was a beautiful girl I met at the first day of school and my eyes glittered evrytime I saw, I felt something needed to be done so my dumbass started giving a dollar evry day at school.When finally the end of schhol started I ask her out, it was the moment of truth. "Eww, you ugly" she responded, and the split second she said that my heart broke. And thats not all people there are 3 more girls I asked out and they all rejected me. And then thats when I noticed I was a ugly,short; a loser. I know how people feel being lonely and heres how you feel:
You literally ache when you are home alone at night and have no one to talk to.
Your heart is breaking because you have so much love to give but no one to give it to.
You can't understand how some people less interesting and less attractive have mates, but you have been let down time after time.
You know you'll make the best partner if only given the chance.
You're fed up with your current situation, and you're ready to do whatever it takes to find that special person and have the best relationship.
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