I have come to the conclusion at 23 that everybody (including their mothers) are a bunch of liars. No one has real friends you're truelly on you're own.
Everyone is a swinger too, see this is how I explain this:
I was a mom at 19 and proud of it, her father not in the picture and I really couldn't give a shit either because I know I'm a good mom and that's all that matters. I started a new relationship and tried to be careful not to trust but to always follow my instincts but of course when you want to share a life with someone other then yourself and you want a lot of things just in human nature you just go for it. OH THE SCANDALS. But seriously does anyone expect anything more or less? Of course then I felt like the biggest idiot but I forgot and forgave....to have it done again. Duh. So I ended up starting a not so bad affair that I really keep secret. It's truelly the one way one can excape madness. After another fall out with the one i actually live with he gives me goodbye sex with oops surprise...ya pregnant again. I know I want a family I know I want kids do I love him? In someways but no...Would I ever marry? NOPE waste of money time and effort. So people forget about all the walking dramas you meet and all the fakes and poor me's. Cover your own ass enough to get by and remember that most people are just bullshit if you have a strong heart you'll find your own happy meet in the middle | |