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Posted by anonymous at October 30, 2011
Tags: 2011 October  Relationship

I honestly dont know where to begin, should I start by talking about how I've had "everything I wanted" or how "I've lost everything so much I couldnt care less anymore" nah I thInk I'll juss ramble on and on trying to vent to completely random people since I only have one friend and he juss so happens to be the biggest douche I kno(but I have horrible separation issues so I say fuck it I might as well put up with it rather than be all alone) so needless to say I dont talk to him, since I have to keep up with his facade(of being a tough asshole) so here I am spilling my guts to people I'll most likely never meet. I've been engaged before, she walked out on me one month before the wedding. That was two years ago and I still haven't been able to be with, much less trust another woman since her. It was over a year before we spoke again, and by then she had already been with other men(she's currently living with her boyfriend) and it kills me to think that, that used to be me. Everynow and then she calls me late at night when she's drunk(her boyfriend works nights) and since she knows I still love her I have to sit on the fone and talk to her even if it's not wLhat I want to hear or talk about, we've exchanged pictures and had some fun on the phone before(I swear she gets off on making me miserable) a couple months ago we even made plans to "hang out"( we made these "plans" while she was drunk so obviously nothing happened) i told her that the only reason we made those plans was because she was drunk and that it was a huge mistake( I immediately regretted saying that) but it was the truth and it had to be said. I havent heard from her since, a couple of weeks ago I tried calling her only to find out she changed her number( which is still killing me inside) I don't kno what happened or why she did that. I'll most likely never get an answer from her( shes never given me a straight answer on why she walked out on our engagement) thats juss the most recent in a long miserable events in my pathetic life. I'll most likely get shit on for this or get called names and by this point I couldnt care less, I'm juss here to vent and i wish I could say it helped. But at this time I can't say if it did or didn't.


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By anonymous at 30,Dec,11 23:28

I'm alone. I'm always alone. I've been married almost thirty years and during that time I have been mostly alone. It started off so wonderfully, but then everything just stopped. He just stopped. Loving me. I live on a farm out in the sticks and I never see anybody. I was very ill about four years ago, and I was alone with that. He never came back to the bedroom to see about me, or play a game with me, much less just talk. I gave him a beautiful son who he loves dearly, so he enjoys being with our son at least. We went out about six weeks ago, to a little restaurant in the town close to where we live, and that was very rare. I used to beg him to pay attention to me but that just was so pathetic I quit that. It didn't work anyway. I have no one, no friends, I'm always alone.


By anonymous at 03,May,12 01:55

fuck that bitch
that ex gf of yours obviously doesn't love you
I reckon she changed the phone because she doesn't want to lead you on anymore. She wants to cut all ties with you and it is deliberate.

life moves on
find you next true love. You will see things differently

my first gf walked out on me 17 years ago
that part of me never healed
she was my first true love
I don't know how I would react if I see her in person

but do you know how ridiculous it sounds if I tell this to my 14 years old son ? He would expect me to love his mom wholeheartedly 110 percent. Live in the present my friend


By Psdfdfgdfgfd at 30,Jun,12 15:13

Leo's Mummy:Are you ?的句型我在课堂里是以 Are you a boy/girl? 来导入的,他们很容易对该句型做出正确的回答如Yes, I am. 或者No, I am not. 这样的话,再拓展到其他的Are you句型也是同样的形式。但是 Is your T-shirt yellow?牵涉到一个 形容词性物主代词 your, 简单来说,your T-shirt,说的还是T-shirt,it代表一件东西或者事物,所以回答:Yes, it is或No,it isn't.形容词性物主代词有my, your, her, his, its,their,our,比如拿一双自己的鞋子说my shoes, 再拿一双对方的鞋子说your shoes,但一定强调talk的是shoes,然后再找相关的代词来关联。这样的操练在家中还是随手可得的,而且孩子也对这些身边的事物非常熟悉。


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