I am 28 years old. My Life is quite different from what you say normal. Since childhood i have seen poverty and my dad is kind of strict and angry guy who never knws how to love his children. He never use to spent a single penny on us and we frequently got beaten by him. Somehow, i got into good engg college and start earning. My family situation is still critical. We have no real house, no vehicle and has to repay educational loan and other loans which my dad took earlier. My salary doesnt allow me to live a lavish life and thus my circle of friends shrinked with time. I work in different city from my hometown. I cant afford to rent a house outside and thus sleep in office only. I dnt booze and i have no girlfriend. I dnt spend money on myself in order to save some money for my parents and my sisters. My parents are falling sick these days and i have to bear expenses of my sisters marriage as well. I cant explain this situation to any girl and i knw no girl will come closer to such a simple guy. Right now i am sitting in my office when all my colleagues left and enjoying in their houses. I have no television to watch, no internet to surf , no friend to talk, no game to play. I have only faith in myself and in my God who i knw understands me that i am true in my efforts and wil always be. Even though my dad was strict, i wil never misbehave with him as he is my dad. I feel my life is a debt to my family. Someday i will earn sufficient enough to support my family as well as the poor peope in society. I have one friend with me who is above any one , my God. He understands me and that is more than enough to give me strength. I feel loneliness is the test he puts infront of us so that we can get more closer to him than anyone else. It is a opportunity given to us by God which is not given to others.