I finally met a girl that I could see myself spending the rest of my life with, what's wrong with that you ask? Well, I'll tell you. After moving in together, her health issues started to surface. She has vaginismus, and vestibulitus. Vestibulitis is a rare condition that effects the vestibule (the postage stamp sized patch of skin at the base of the vaginal opening) and experiences intense pain during intercourse. She tears every time we have sex. Which leads to the Vaginismus (are rare condition that effects the muscles of the vaginal wall) and every time she is aroused, all the muscles inside her vagina clamp shut, making penetration impossible. She was on the waiting list for a surgery that would fix the vestibulitis, and therefor fix the vaginismus, but it didn't work. Now the problem is worse than ever. After spending months taking care of her (as she couldn't walk) and months waiting for the results of the operation, it didn't work. We have had sex twice in the past year, and there is no end in sight. Now we have been living together for a couple years, and have a comfortable home, except of course for the platonic nature our relationship has taken on. I decided to study radiography, and after enrolling in the program was informed that my student loans have run out. I am failing in school, because the program is so incredibly competitive, and am probably wasting thousands of dollars on my credit cards for a career that I might not be able to have. On top of that, I got fired. My restaurant was bought out, and the management was replaced, and the environment became so competitive that I tried to cheat the system and got caught (of course) and lost my job. I have 14 years of experience in my field, and there are no jobs. Even if there were jobs, they would call to check my references and find out I had been fired. Now I'm unemployed, failing in school, and stuck in a relationship that feels more like family that romance. Your life sucks? Probably, if you're here. But it could be worse, trust me.