Everyday it takes everything out of me to pretend I am happy. I am not happy. I don't want to cover up my loneliness with hobbies and diversions anymore. I just want to forget everything-- my name, my face, my memories, everything. The beer and pot is not working anymore. I need harder drugs. Life is a trap.
Help someone else. Pick a random DESERVING person to help. The more you help others the better you will get because helping feels good. You take drugs and alcohol because it "feels good", so replace it with something constructive. Don't be selfish with your life. Doing drugs and alcohol may feel good at the time, but they just make things worse and you will end up in a really deep hole.
Sorry to hear about how you feel about life. I sometime feel very alone and trapped in my own life. Can't breath with the people around me. I hope you find someone that you care enough about and find the hopes and strengths through them.
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