LIFE SUCKS

Life Sucks

Okay here's one for you: I've been with my wife for 22 years. We have 2 kids together and love them dearly. Two years ago I realized that there had to be more to life than this. So I started thinking about divorce. We talked and things would get better for a month or so then back to the same old same old. She decided she didn't like the way I kissed her, decided that my grabbing her (when no one was around) wasn't respectful and so I stopped both of them. Distance began to grow between us and nothing seemed to make it any better. Our children are grown and on their own for the most part so that's not an issue. I ran into an old school flame. We started talking and she too is unhappy in her marriage. I've fallen for her HARD. I've filed for divorce, put my home up for sale and gotten a vasectomy (I'm too old to be having more kids) for her. Now she hasn't filed, hasn't put her home up for sale and seems to be pulling back from me more and more. She says she loves me and wants to spend the rest of her life with me but now I'm not sure. So if it all works out the way I think it's going to, I'll be without a family, without a home and in love with someone that can't or won't take the necessary steps to be with me as we've planned. LIFE SUCKS!