Let me start at my love life. Every woman I have been with has blown me off in someway or another, lying to me, leaving me for another guy. I was going to get married the summer of 2012, but it turned out that she blatantly lied to me about loving me and told me finally that she didn't actually love me.
I have no job, am looking for a job constantly, and after looking for more than a year, I still have no job.
My father decides that anything missing or broken is ultimately, if not in an indirect way, my fault. Every thing I do does tend to inevitably fail at one point or another.
To top it all off, I have not been able to straighten my back in years, and I have an inexplicable pain that is constantly in my shoulder.
It is hard to explain, but I have always been a masochist. All in all, a lot of what happens to me that is just terrible, tends to be a nature to me to attract both emotional, physical, and mental pain. | |
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