let me start of by introducing myself. my name is Rameez and i m 23 years old. i dont believe in God and i just dont care about anything anymore. right now nothing seems to be going in the positive direction in my life. jobless, parents care for money . My big brother have good job so they thing he is only son i m nothing they don't care for me they know one thing that is money , i m always being pressured about something, always being reminded of something i don't want to hear. lately ive been very bitter, hateful, spiteful, pessimistic, and angry because i have taken a bigger look on life. To me i see that we are all just nothing but insignificant creatures in the universe and what do we really have to live for? what is the the point? all we do out entire lives is grow up, go to school, finish college, get a job, start a family then die? i dont believe in God anymore, i dont believe in sins, i dont believe in heaven or hell. If i were to take my life tomorrow the only people would cry would be my friends and family, but why? why would they waste their tears when their memories of me will be left in the back of their minds only to be forgotten? people come and go so why shed tears when they will only fall and dry? why pour your emotions when they will only go away? i just dont see the point in anything. TO me if people say money don't buy happiness are wrong b/c my brother have money and he is happy my parents are happy with him . what is the idea behind our life. when we take birth we go school no one ask what we want to be after college we do what our parents want, like i never wanted to be engineer but my dad wanted . After marriage we live the way our wife wants then after few years we live the way this society wants(like showing them that i m good parent).. do we have any personal life in which we do what we want.??? i don't think so .. to me life just sucks | |
remember one step at a time. one step. tomorrow look for something beautiful. the next day, run and workout (and keep on taking care of your body - dont stop),.... respect yourself. respect your life. fuck all the negative ugly bullshit. but of course its not going to go away over night. maybe never. the issue is keeping it at bay, keeping control. warding it off with good energy - love, good work, good health...
one step at a time
and try finding someone you can talk to about it. i used to have someone like that and they helped a lot, trust me
a lot of this is advice you hear every day, but that doesnt mean you should write it off. again good luck to you
Jealousy lead to life being meaningless. It happens, life has no meaning. Individual gives meaning to it. Basic animal motivations are food and sex. Civilized human in first class country are supposed to do well at schools, supposed to find jobs based on others judgment, supposed to be a consumer for the economy, supposed to pay tax to support the nation he or she is in, supposed to spend the best time in life to buy his or her own property/land that outlive the owner, supposed to raise kids the way that his or her parents do just ensure the whole cycle of miserabliness can continue it-self for people with most surnames for as long as human kind can last with modern warfare the 3d game that play with real explosives of all kinds.
What are you going to do about it, how can you BREAK the cycle? Live a homeless life in the wild or move out and find your own family to start the cycle all over?
Life sucks, so say most proudiest creatures of the God who live in poverty.
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