I wish i died. Someof you people might say your life isnt so bad but Fuc it! It is... i could tell you many things aout myself but i dont have the time. i Want to know whata normal family does. Hows breafast like TOGHETHER? hows lunch TOGHETHER? how dinner like T O G H E T H E R? My family fights every fucking day of my life. I even tried looking in the internet on how to kill yourself (commit suicide). Im tired of the name calling. The drama. I cANT EVEN BE A NORMAL 12 yr old girl. Tell me to get something do you have to wash dishes, WASH DISHES, W A S H D I S H E S! Gosh i went to church toda and prayed to god if i he could please kill me whe i fall asleep at night, just end my life. I know how people are sayin "oh your just a teenager, our suppose to act like that" BULLSHIT! are you guys alud to go over to your friends house? have them come over? sleepovers? birthday parties? even sports? I have a terrible life and i have to sta in m house allday with no exercise and yet my mom tells me to get a life.i have to do all that stuff behind their backs but quickly... but the thing is how can i get a life when im fucking stuk in this dungeon until i get to collage! My friends think im pretty much spoiled and i show off a bit and thats because my parents sort of spoil me and beliee it or not I HATE THAT! I HAVE MY BITCHII MOTHER, My anger issues dad, my ager issues fat ass big brother, my fat ass ugly two face bitch sister, and finally my VERY SPOILED brat, selfish little borther. Did i mention i CRY evryday...is that een good for my health? i read an article that says stuff about how stress can cause hair loss , and i have ben losing hair. I want a boyfriend but i cant. SOOO much more . is it soo hard for someone to show some fucking respect? oor for once say I LOVE YOU? (-.-) i consider myswelf emo but i doont nessesarely look as if i wass... sometimes i wish i can just lift up my feelings and dip them in you so you see the pain im feeling thats making me feel suicidal. ughhh they might not see me the next day and still not care... thats how much i fucking hate them. | |
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