My life sucks. And it's not even that bad!! My parents are never going to break up, I have the best dog in the world, we live in a nice house, and I don't have that many problems!
Now here is were my life starts to suck. A while ago we moved to a new town and its fine here, but my school sucked, I had no friends, this one kid I thought was a friend tried to choke me more then once, I even told the teacher, and the principle but they didn't do anything to stop it. I got piles of homework and I didn't get any leisure time except on Saturday's and sundays.
So my mom put me in home schooling and that was way better but I really procrastinate and I hardly get anything done. So my mom keeps getting mad at me for not doing it or helping her with chores. Also like a week ago my parents said that they were going to get rid of my dog because I don't take her for walks as much as I should so they are giving me a week to try harder before they give her away. The problem is I absolutely hate the outdoors so I am torn between going for half an hour walks every day or loosing my dog. I decided to go back into public school a month ago and that was a nightmare. All of the friends I had disagree with each other and I am stuck in the middle. Every time I went home I just wanted to kill myself. I have even gone so far as to push a knife into my chest until my chest bled and I chicken out.. This girl I used to know that I liked goes to my new school, and now there is this other girl that I like now so I am stuck in the middle. But to make it even worse the new girl I like, Cassandra, just sort of left me and went to hang out with this other guy. So now my old girl friend thinks that I still am with Cassandra so she hates me now. I just want to kill myself with a poison or a deadly berry or something. I just can't stand life anymore. I stand in my room and bang my head on the wall till it bleeds. I've looked at sheets to try help get rid of depression but none of them work. Please help. | |
Get over yourself.
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