LIFE SUCKS

One step from suicide

My life sucks so bad that I am one step from killing my self. Well first off I should say that my parents own a pizza shop which you think would be good, but no it's only another reason for me being overweight. Second my dad is bi-polar and is abusive( physically and verbally) calling me faggot queer dickhead and hitting me even for the smallest of mistakes. That pizza shop is like a prison. My dad makes me work there everyday from end of school til 11:00pm( when there is no school I go in from 10:00am-11:00pm) for those who say just don't go, it's not that simple, my dad forces me to go by beating me till I can't talk. And this work I do is back breaking work. Since I can't leave that shop I have no friends at all, then when I complain about it my dad says its because I suck and I sm a stupid asshole and that I need to make friends. I am forced to be with my family all day every day. And my mom made enemies with all of my reletives( stupid bitch). I had friends who always used to ask me to hang out but after you have to turn a person down do much they just stop asking. Now I am moving away from my school and whatever little friends I have to a school closer to the shop so I work harder. I hate meeting new people so I'm not looking forward to that. If it wasn't for video games (that I get to play 45mineuts before sleep) I would have ended it all by know