I have never asked some one to be in my required way which is making every one to think that im nothing in thier life.
i m a massive disaster thats wat i think about my self
even though i was ill with frequent attack of flu till im 20 i was happy at that time coz i used to be like wat i wanted and never had any superstitions in my mind but recently i had all the superstitution in my mind and i m really not n never happy i feel sad by thinking of my past as why i have converted to this type of a person.
since i was a child i was brought up purely by fear as one of my brother was dead before i was born which made my parents to take care of me more than required that led to the biggest disaster like i dont have confidence i cant concentrate on any thing not even can live happily always thinking of the bloody superstitions always and cant stop thinking of them....
i m not a decision maker cant manage time cant mingle with frens always i find some one who can easily dump me into the problems for their use i m always feared for everything.... i never stood up for somethign that i think i can do....
bbut when ever i have time i tried to complete the tasks that are important to me and each and everybody says that im selfish and thinks only about myself.... that might be true coz when i cant do any kind of work exactly and easily so it takes me a lot of time to do any task.....
wat i strongly believe is the mind control and mind set decides the human physic so i need some help and never knew that i m hard to control my self........ |
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