LIFE SUCKS

life does suck

As i read everyones thing on here i realize my life isnt really bad but it still sucks.First off im really lonely i have never had a girlfriend and really tired of everyone around me talking bout theirs and seeing them with them all the time. i am always picked on nonstop everyone has it out for me i have always been nice but i never get it in return.every girl thinks im ugly loser. people said that the girl i liked for a while now likes me so i thought life was going to be better for me but after a whole month of building up courage to ask her out remember a whole month just to tell myself i can. so i go and ask her and guess wat she said hell to the fucking no that was a stab to the back i just stood there in shock thinking wow that didnt go the way i planned everyone lied to me and i just blew it.this isnt the only time ive been rejected ive been rejected 20 or 30 times but this one was very special i really liked her alot and i pray every nite that god would let me find the one. i know i will because its his plan but just when i really lonely and attepted suicide but back out because i thought it would get better but not yet still hanging on to my sanity though so i got that going on for me i guess i just want people to know that its not the end life will get better find jesus and wait and you know i know and he knows it will get better