Age 1, father divorces mother to be homosexual. Ages 1-10 Poverty,my mother works her ass off to support my brother and I and is denied welfare. We also live in a neighborhood in which the quality is dwindling greatly, father is deadbeat and hardly pays child support. My mother also meets a very dangerous man and makes a serious relationship with him. Ages 10-16 My mother finally saves up enough to move us into a better neighborhood, She is still with the man whom would soon become my father in law. Father in law is a violent drunk and has secret narcotic habits. I do horribly in school due to stress at home, but still managed to ace tests and advance in grades. I grew up to become a pretty sturdily built young man with anger/depression problems. Stress continues to build up at home, drunken episodes with father in law and my mother eventually finds out about his drug habits and promptly divorces him. Meanwhile I cant manage to maintain a healthy friendship or relationship. My Highschool repeatedly refused to change my classes to better suit my career path and I had problems doing classwork which eventually caused me to resign from school. I immediately pursued a self taught freelance graphic design career which i continue to maintain up to now (21 Years of age) I have since moved into my own place and Fight to scrape by, persistently applying at various jobs within walking distance of my apartment to no avail. I also do not have a car due to lack of know-how and money to maintain a vehicle and the insurance that ensues. I do have a couple good friends and I do get out and socialize when i have time. I also met a woman through business that I swore I was in love with and she felt it too. She ended up telling me I was not far enough in life to make things real with her and she placed me in the friendzone (she is 27). So as of right now I am still busting my ass so i can barely pay the bills, I have no girlfriend(I am decent looking and honest) everyone I know is rolling easy with jobs and money and here I am 21 years old, stuck in a black hole while everyone
around me lives it up.
Life Sucks and then you die, fuck the world, i just get by | |
Live it up cuz you only get 1 chance in life.
Plus what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, so even though ppl around you seem to have it easy and live their lives, you have the skills and experience to cope and make the best of things in life when the going gets tough. So that actually makes you stronger and better if you think about it.
And by the way, i dont know where your from, but where i am, there are very few young people rolling easy with jobs and money. Only a very select few. So i wouldnt waste my time worrying about that. Read some of the other posts on this site too. You will see how many people cant get work, and that includes the professionals and those very experienced in their fields.
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