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Posted by Tara at December 12, 2011
Tags: Childhood  2011 December  Family  Health

When I was 7 my life was fine. It had a few bumps in the road but they werent worring me at all. If I only new that that was my last year of happiness..

My name is Tara and I'm 11 years old. Wondering how I got here? Well you go and figure.
My mom has M.S. (Multiple sclerosis) and all she has done is get worse every week. The doctors say the M.S. is progressing too fast and she is 20 years older than shes suppose to be. Because of all this sickness she has been un-able to look after me and she could not live in our old house because the stairs were 'killing' her. So we moved to an appartment and next year I'm going to boarding school. Im getting an operation on my ears in 4 days because there not 'perfect' enough for my grandparents. My grandparents judge me in every way "Stop eating your getting too fat" "Pull your hair back" "Be nicer" "Get that, do that" it doesn't help with having to help my mom all the time. I mean yeah you would except to have to do it, but when your having to do it every 5 seconds, its not fun.

Heres some other things to add onto. My dad went to prison for abusing me and my mom and nearly killing us both when I was a baby. He threw me against the wall and stangled my mom. I have a restrainning order from him so I don't remember what he looks like. He killed my brother and sister who were 2 years old.


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By anonymous at 14,Jan,12 10:53

Honey I'm so sorry for what you've dealt with. Just do what yu must for yourself and your mom and remember.. being 11 means only 7 yrs till 18 and then your grandparents can't tell you what to do anymore. I know that seems like a bad answer but 7 years isn't a lifetime. Try to talk to someone about it. A priest/counseler/frends parent/friend. Even your mom (though id understand not wanting to burden her with your problems) I'm sure shed like to at least know why you are so sad. No mother wants her child to hurt. Definitely talk to someone. If you'd like you can email me (jlamonica87@gmail.com) just to talk. I have a sister your age and id hate for her to be so sad and not seek help. Hang in there. Your young. do what you can to get yourself out of the situation (just remember only 7 more years!) Keep your head up.
-Jessica LaMonica


By anonymous at 17,Jan,12 02:05

Don't listen to anyone who tells you to talk to a priest. There is no advice that is more psychotic than that.


By anonymous at 19,Jan,12 02:31

You're a young girl. This is going to be the hardest years of your life, but like the last post says you'll be 18 before you know it then you make your life what you want it to be. And you're dad is crazy, but there are a lot of crazy dad and mean grandparents so don't feel like there is something wrong with you because of your family. Be smart, be around the right crowd, and try to be away from home as much as possible. Good luck.


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