i feel so alone with no one to talk to. when i first met my boyfriend four years ago, my friends stopped spending time with me. everyone in my social circle now is a long time friend of my boyfriend. it feels like my boyfriend has this huge support group of people who identify with him and share his interests, but almost all his friends are uninterested in anything i ever have to say. my boyfriend doesnt share my interest, and i dont feel close to anyone i know. I feel happiest working on creative projects, but when i finish, nobody cares about it, it makes me feel like i am wasting my time and i feel no sense of purpose. I have struggled with depression for so long now. the worst part of depression is feeling alone, feeling like all these things that are so hard for you, nobody cares or wants to listen, when you talk about feeling depressed people just brush it off and usually make you feel worse. after a while you keep all these horrible feelings inside, probably forever, and nothing is ever going to make it feel okay, nobody is even going to care, so you just pretend nothing is wrong and you feel empty like you are living a lie. its especially sad when you spend every day with the same person for years, and they dont ever try to make you feel better. my boyfriend wont even listen to me when i'm upset, i feel like i will live a complete lie for the rest of my life.