Ever since I was little, people ignored me. I was constantly made fun of because I was a little weirdand my teeth were crooked. High school was the same but I at least had straight teeth by then. Then I got sick, life threatening blood clotting condition. I have had more blood clots.I spent 9 years with terrible stomach pain and not one of my doctors believed me. Now they have found I have Primary Sclerosising Colangitis, a disease in which I will probably need a new liver in a few years. I almost lost my baby at 28 weeks along. She was premature. Two weeks later, I was in the hospital again with a pulmonary embolism and back pain they thought was in my head. The doctors think all I was after was drugs. Now shes fine. I got pregnant again and began vomiting blood. I could have died for yet another time. Now I can't never have anymore children.I ended up having it aborted, I couldn't have left my daughter. We lived through the April 27 tornadoes, just for for us to lose our house to forecloseure. Now living with my mom, my self-esteem has taken a huge blow because I can't do,anything right. And I'm ungrateful in her eyes. If people would give me a chance. | |