Hi, i am well, shy, not too shy that i can not have a conversation but shy where at the age of 24 i have never had a female best-friend... NEVER! sure, i get along with guys, i am pretty i have beautiful african features and i attract a lot of (caucasian guys) and other races too. My love life is not the problem i have only dated 3 guys and tw of them told me they loved me in 2 weeks and moved in within together within several months.. MY problem is, i am not comfortable in my own skin social wise, I AM NOT SURE HOW PEOPLE SEE ME, because it is hard to make female friends, besides being pretty i feel like a looser, when i stress i get SERIOUS breakouts, i have to wear makeup all the time! My college was sooo expensive and now i only make 30 thousand a year.. so i got another job at a really famous electronic company that is hip and cool, but i still feel sad! i am getting bored of my gorgeous boyfriend who i have lived with over a year, i feel like i did not accomplish what i went to college for, i FEEL wothless sometimes, i hate it!!! i need MORE friends i have no close friends that understand me, that i can call when my day is bad! besisdes my boufriend, i feel like a failure in life because of my Job title, everything is wrong, i want the finer things in life but they seem unattanable! | |
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