LIFE SUCKS

Who am I?

In about 2 weeks I'll turn 25. That tells you my age.
I'm just your average white guy. That tells you my race and gender.
My job ended last Friday. That tells you about my work.
I volunteer at my church. That tells you what I do.
I have been fighting my college to get re-admitted to complete my degree. That tells you about my education.
I haven't heard from people from college in almost 2 years. That tells you about my supposed friends.
I have done nearly two years of therapy. That tells you about my mental state.
But what can I tell you about "Me".
Who am I? What do I tell this blinking cursor to put on the screen? How does someone define who they are? If I'm not defined by my age, race, gender, work, actions,education, friends, mental state... How do I define "I"?
How do I not have the answer to such a fundamental question?
Who a person is drives their motivations. Their motivations guide their decisions. Decisions lead how you do everyday things.
Real relationships are about knowing someone and being known. How can someone claim to know me, if I don't know me?
This page is no longer blank... by my heart is still heavy. This cursor still taunts me to tell it the answer to my endless questions. I have none to offer it.