My life was never great I spent majority of my teen years contemplating suicide. I had a gf who loved very much and she was pregnant, we were both 17. She died in a car accident with my unborn child, I was devasted and didn't have the balls to kill myself so I thought up the best plan I could to die, I joined the army and became an infantry soldier, sadly god wanted me to suffer despite being shot twice I lived and with barely a scratch 1 in the shoulder and the other only grazed me, 9 months I did in Iraq and as soon as I got back home I tried to go to Afghanistan, however due to my wounds I had to wait 8 months, in that time I fell in love how naive I was I even proposed to her thought I had a second chance of happiness. I left for afghanistan wanting to come back to my beautiful feonce. I came back after 14 months to find her dating my best friend. Betrayed by my only friend I now had nothing, but I tried once more went to therapist and all that to try and get better. My therapist had me come over her house for dinner and that's when it happened. I saw her daughter an angel if there ever was one and it was love at first sight for me we talked for awhile and dated once but my brother died and I shut the world out for a two weeks, my best friend knew my therapist daughter ashley he knew how I felt about her and yet when I went to see her she said she found someone else. I was sad and well needed someone to talk to my bestfriend nay have stolen my feonce but he was all I had now so I forgave him and went to see him. We talked for awhile and played some call of duty until he told me about his new gf. As he spoke about her it seemed strange so I asked if he had a pic, and yes he did. A picture of ashley my therapist daughter, the pain I felt was great but the rage even more so, I don't know what happened but when I came to he was outcold and covered in blood. My hands throbbing and nose bleeding. I panicked and ran ,who wouldnt. Just been in the house staring at my gun ever since. That was 9 days ago. | |
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