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Posted by Shane at December 27, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Sociopathy

i'm 22 years old after graduating high school i joined the navy where i excelled at every task put infront of me i made rank quickly but i started to develop this fear of every thing i cant enjoy any of my accomplishments and worst off i think i forgot how to communicate with people. at fist i enjoyed saying mest up things to people for shock laughs but it has slow consumed my life and the way i think now.. i'm about to get out with no communications skills and for the past four years i believed that i was to busy to have a girl friend. so every time i talk to people i feel exhausted. i don't know what to expect in the coming months but for the first time in my life i feel scared not the kinda of scared as if you where walking in a haunted house but a sense of hopelessness i used to be a strong christian but now i don't believe in any thing some thing happened i changed some where for the worst. i feel i've spent so much time telling my self "i'm serving my country there is no time for any thing else" that i never got to enjoy it or learn how to spell. i truly feel i haven't matured i feel i'm still making the same mistakes i have always have i always thought i would be refined and be better off. but now i feel lost i'm terrified.


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By anonymous at 26,Jan,12 01:26

You need to go back to the basics. Learn how to talk. Learn how to listen. Learn how to think. Learn how to do everything more better. Get a degree. Believe in yourself. Serving your country is very good. Just manage your time to do these things.

By anonymous at 26,Jan,12 07:50

Wow Shane, sounded like me for years!!! Ended up I had GAD, generalized anxiety disorder....the type of people who suffer from this tend to be over acheivers and have low self confidence...I had a lot of guts and just pushed myself through every thing I did without enjoying it...always waiting for the other shoe to fall...there are great meds out there that can help you deal with that awful feeling and they work really well!! Life kinda sucks for me right now too but I have the tools to help cope with it simply because I take amild anti depressant/anti anxiety SSRI and I can think clearly...good luck and dont give isnt really that bad!

By at 26,Jan,12 19:17

First off, thank you Shane for serving our country. I too am 22 yrs old and I struggled with a lot for someone my age. But I told myself that I will not let anything get in the way of success and happiness because I deserve it, and so do you. I am now graduating college, and all though some things in my life are still not were i want them to be, I am still fighting, and you should too. You deserve a lot, but you cannot be scared. Just get out there and you will find your way hun. Goodluck!!

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