I am 25 year old male this is what has really happened to me.
This might seem difficult to believe and it might be difficult to read.
My life sucks cause i struggle to deal with the fact that i have been drugged and raped more times than i can count.
I have only had sex with one girl on one occasion and that was a girl that i met in rehab. I went to rehab because when friends that i knew for 5 years drugged and raped me on several occasion, i ended up taking too much crystal meth and stabbed one of them in the neck. i just missed going to jail.
after that incident i moved to another country where i started taking drugs again and going to illegal psytrance parties. this is where i was drugged and raped so many times without realizing. it is difficult to believe but the denial is a powerful thing and the people doing are experts. that was not enough though, life just would not stop. so i lost my job and spent 3 months looking for a new job because i couldn't handle being drugged and raped so many times. now this is where it gets realy unbelievable, so i finally got a job and it was at a massive train station in london. the first day i accepted a drink from my new boss, we were in a small room in the office section of this massive station in london. i was raped again, i quit the next day and it was extremtly difficult for me to process this. but that was not the end.
after months of not going out and just taking it easy trying to get my spirit up again. my housemate had a party at my house because she was moving back to spain. i was drugged and raped in my own bed.
the details of the rapes i will not go into, but all i can say is that they were not gentle and i have been shaved on several occasions now.
this is extremely difficult for me to meet new people now let alone trust them, but considering this bullshit i am quite upbeat, maybe it is all the cannabis i smoke but you wouldn't know if you met me. i would just be another crazy guy...