I've been a loser at school long enough to be used to it.
I have ADHD which seems to be developing into bipolar disorder.
Because of that I've been failing in school, which is a pretty good school for indian standards.
People have made fun of me forever.
I'm fifteen but I've never been kissed, never had a boyfriend. Hell, I've never held hands with a guy at the least.
About 2 years ago, before my father moved out, my parents fought every fucking day.
It hurt me a hell of a lot to see my mother cry over and over again but I was too foolish to help her.
Soon, my mother was at her most vulnerable and found solace in other man.
I believe her decision was justified and didn't even know how horrid my own father was then.
In the past month, my father learnt the exact nature of my mum's relationship with that guy.
Now he wants a divorce. My mum has no job, no savings. She depends on his income even now.
He calls nearly every night to yell at her. Calling her the worst things while showing off about his new relationship with a new girlfriend. He plans on marrying her and replacing me with her child.
He threatened to kick us out of our house soon.
Recently I learnt that not only did my father yell at my mum 2 years back, but he also beat her black and blue.
I am probably not going to get to finish school.
Never see college.
Never see my friends.
Move to another town.
And this isn't the kind of place where miracles happen.
Where some random poor kid gets discovered miraculously.
Life really sucks big time. | |
try using SOVCOM tech
Google robert maynard ,theantiterrorist you are not a person so stop acting like one you are a human being
Yes, your life sucks and I feel for you, but don't let *that* part of it get you down.
Im yet to kiss a man, im 15 as well.
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