LIFE SUCKS

Physco aunt, drunks, living in hotels, life really stinks right now

My mothers side if the family is completly insane. They have money and my mother doesn't, so they look down on her for that. They doubt my family, anything I intend on accomplishing they crush me with comments such as,"haha what makes you can accomplish that?" or when i'm trying to learn a new lanuage they say," what's the point iof learning a new language if you don't even talk? You're a boing person, too,".
But that doesn't really isn't that bad. My physco aunt and well, the rest of my moms family loath my family. My aunt tried to put all my siblings (7 but one is over 18) into a foster home because they think my parents are mentally unstable. She lied to my school telling them my mother has a substance abuse problem and neglects me. Her plan was to take all my siblings into a foster home, send my dad back to jail, and make my mother commit suicide because my grandmother (her mom) she was tired of us. I knew it was a plan when she went to the school to tell lies and make sure my mom knew nothing about her evil plan because she didn't allow me to call mom to let her know what was going on. And my aunt tried to become a legal parent over my twin and I because she wanted to be a mother againg and her only child hates her.
And the reason why my grandmother was tired of us was because we lived with them because my mom couldn't pay the bills for our house because she was so depressed about cheating on my dad many times and my dad going to jail for trying to kill the man she was with and we ended up losing our house, We were kicked out of the house because of a fight between my mom and her dad after he told her she was a terrible mom. He said that right after I saw him beat my 74 year old grandma. I tried to stop him but he hit me so hard I was dizzy. So we moved out and currently living from hotel to hotel with me working 6 days a week at some store to help my paterents out.
I try my best but I'm always grumpy and always being asked by my parents what happened to the old me.
The child youth services are up our asses for no reason at all.
I am just sick of holding my feelings because whenever I let my feelings out something bad happens. I'm tired of coming home after being beat by a group of kids who beat me because of being polish descent (why? Because they're ignorant assholes) and finding my dad passed out from a "hard day of drinking".
I just want to grow up and move somewhere nice like Europe, and have a happy family.